Back then
it was easy to convince myself
that I mattered.
But contrary evidence
presented itself
over and over
that I didn’t.
So when I couldn’t
convince myself anymore,
I walked away
from all that mattered to me.
And now,
not that it matters
anymore,
to anyone,
maybe not even me,
it’s pretty easy to
convince myself
that I don’t.
~ cj 2014.03.30
That’s a sad poem. Hope it’s not about you cause I know you matter.
You matter to me. Lots and lots. xo